I have done much better today which may be because I have up the Chantix again to the full dose and I am getting closer to being smoke-free for life. Tomorrow will be the last day of smoking and I don't think I will finish the pack I have in my purse right now which is fine and really feels great to know that I won't be buying anymore.
I've had a really nice day today. I saw an old friend from high school who had some comic books for Sid, went by the bakery, washed my car, had a cup of coffee at the Vagabond with some friends, went to the DAV with Brandy, who has come around to my recent love life. She said she didn't understand how I could be so trusting of someone I just meet and I had to explain to her that I just meet Bjorn face to face but we 'meet' a long time ago. Afterwards I went by the market to pick up a couple of things before I cam home and while shopping missed a call from Bjorn as my phone doesn't always work by the milk. It was still sweet to hear is voice on my answering machine. I tried to call him back and had a bit of a conversation with his father.
Now I have just woken up from a bit of a nap and am drinking a cup of coffee as I seem to be really tried as I smoke less. This is to be expected and shouldn't last too long.