Some days are just slow and today was one of those days, but as usual I didn't really mind. I had a lot to do and I think I got through most of those things. I have some more things that need to be taken care of tomorrow and I guess I should make a list. Mainly I'm worried about who is going to for sure take care of Jack, but I think I can get that worked out tomorrow. If worse comes to worse Robin said she could do it.

I wish I had more exciting things to say today, besides I feel fat and I'm wide awake when I know I should be tired. I haven't gotten to the gym as often as I wish I had in the last week. It's so hard to go anywhere when it's cold out. And, all this life changing stuff is hard. I am trying to just tackle one thing at a time so that I will make real changes that will last. Since I have just really quit smoking I'm not being too hard on myself for no hitting the gym as hard and have mad a new goal which I will start working towards a bit more on Monday.