I think I'm sleeping too much. I'm always tired.
Bjorn still hasn't told me if he wants to see me again or when. He's dodging the question and I'm not sure why. He's so fucking passive sometimes I'm not sure if he's just not sure what he wants to do or if he's waiting until I'm so over it I leave him instead of him having to leave me. Little does he know that I'm pretty passive myself and I can just hang out for a while and wait it out with him. I miss him so much. He should get my letter either tomorrow or Friday asking him to move to Wichita and hopefully that will cause he to make some sort of move. I know that the worse he can say is no and if that is what he says then I am going to have to move on. It's been almost a year since this has started and I think he should know by now if he wants to a real try at this.
Today, Eric invited me to go to Lawrence next weekend to meet some guy he's wanted to introduce me too for a long time. I may go to see Eric but even if Bjorn and I do stop I don't think I want to see anyone for a long time.
Wow, I'm boring.
I haven't smoked today. At least I can say that if nothing else. I am getting ready to walk the dog and plan on starting to go to the gym on Friday. I can lose 20 pounds and finish my thesis this summer.
