I probably sound very devastated. I'll survive and I'll learn from this. I'll remember that it's not smart to let anyone in too close.

I just need some comfort right now and this place where I work out my thoughts is my only comfort in some ways. Well, that and medation. I've been so tried though that when I do sit down and close mt eyes I tend to fall asleep, but then when I go to bed I can't sleep for hours.

I'm going to nap today in my office.

I think tomorrow may be my day to go to the prison to teach again.