Well, it isn't the day. I know that I should just leave him. What the hell am I waiting for some miracle? For something to change his mind or clear up his head so he'll get it together, because he's not getting it together and it has been a month. I should just pack it in. I deserve more than this, but I hate to walk away if I'm not totally sure.

If by Sunday nothing has changed. If he hasn't anwsered me and my questions than I'll take down my one pf my profiles he has access too and write the letter to let him know it's over.

Who knows. Maybe he'll come back one day.

If not, there has to be someone else out there that reads and likes good music. It's silly to think he's the only one in the world.