I have trust issues. Huge ones. I wish I had gotten over these issues a while ago but alas I have yet to do so. I'm a constant ball of nerves and wish I could just let go and relax and enjoy my life a bit more.

I only recieved a B on my midterm. It's so upsetting, but I should remember that writing on the spot like that just isn't something I'm still not good at even after three years of grad school. After looking at all my mistakes I still wonder why I should even try to pass my comps.