Thankfully, and I think I will pull a B out of the class, I wanted an A but will settle for a B. If I had done better on the midterm I am sure I could have gotten and A but no reason to stress about it now. It's out of my hands and in Goldbarth's. I should have bribe him somehow.
Eric has done a variety of sweet things for me today, besides being supportive while I study. Last night we went to bed super early which I think was good for me and helped my mood today. I woke up in a super better mood and wasn't as stressed about finals as I was yesterday. Eric, not only built me some make shift book shelves but he also took Sid to dinner and to the comic book store and open mike at Blank Page while I took my final. He also took Sid his meds to him this afternoon while I was studying. This is more than any man I have dated has done for me towards Sid since Sean. it's really amazing that he is even willing to do some of the things he does for Sid. Bjorn left me because he didn't feel able to play even a small role in Sid's life and with Eric I have never even brought it up and slowly he has done some small things that have really meant something to me. I don't want to think about it to much but it does relieve me a bit in this area since Eric and Bjorn are the same age, but also reminds me that I shouldn't think about the past so much.
Eric leaves on Friday. I've tried not to think too much about it, but I know that I am really going to miss him. Hopefully that old cliche holds and our hearts do grow fonder. I have a good feeling that we will probably be just fine.
When he does come back though we have to find a way to spend equal time at his place as we do mine. I feel bad that he is always here but sort of frustrated that he is never home. I'm hoping over the break that I can find some free things to help his place seem more honey to not only him but also to me so we will want to spend more time there together.
