Four days later, I'm still under the weather a bit.

I should give up using cliches, they're tacky.

Jason sent me an email on Friday telling me what I had already guessed--that he and his ex-girlfriend were back together. I was pretty hurt for like 3 hours and then I just got over it. What does that say about me? Am I becoming so jaded that I can just stop caring at will, or have I grown so much I know when it just isn't worth fighting for anymore. Possibly both. Hopefully I don't become more bitter though.

Well,I did cry and write him two emails telling him I was angry with him and I felt what he did was unfair and in some ways deceitful. It hurt, but I guess once I knew I was able to move on.

Plus, I shopped a lot yesterday. I bought a new pair of heels, and some sunglasses, and mascara, and new panties and a bra. It had been so long since I bought myself anything new that it felt sort of nice and not too wasteful. I found a hat that would go perfect with my other winter coat I may have to go and back and get.

That's how boring I am today, I'm writing about my shopping trip. Nice.

Oh, I forgot. I was kiss raped on Saturday (kiss rape is a new term Kate came up with at brunch yesterday--really it was just breakfast at the Beacon but since it was noon I think that makes in brunch. This guy starting hitting on me cause I have tattoos, or that's what he said, and a pretty awful pickup line at that. Not only did he kiss me after I told him not too but he but it was a horrible kiss. Just annoying overall. And, then yesterday, he thought I was at Kirbys to see him when really I w as there to do my laundry and have a cocktail with my girls. Men.

I think my friend John from KC is going to come and visit me over Labor Day. He'a a sweetie but needs a lot more care than I may be able to give, but a trip out of town will be good for him and I always like having house guests. Especially good looking ones.