It's Monday. Sid started school today. I have a headache and came to work at 8am for the first time in three months and the day already feels long and waring. I have a 2:30 meeting with my VISTA Supervisor that I was hoping would be tomorrow.

I had a nice weekend but rather boring. Laundry, haircut, a cocktail or two, some yoga, some walking,a little art and dinner with my niece and nephew.

Garrett left yesterday for Turkey. We never were able to get it together and see each other before he left except for a few moments on Wednesday. It was probably better for me that way. No need for long goodbyes since my feelings faded for him so fast and quickly. I'm glad we'll maintain friendship though. I may need his coaching once I start grad school again and it is because of him that I decided to go back to grad school.

I still haven't heard from Jason. Three weeks at midnight.

Not that I'm counting or anything. Some things I just remember.

I've picked out three books to read this month and have two art projects and one baking project. That should keep me busy while I decide what my next step will be.

I feel so stuck right now.

And lonely.