Last nights dreams--

Jason cutting his hair and badly in a smallish apartment that was mine but not the one I live in now and his hair was much more gray than it is now. Liz and Jared were visiting. It was like I lived somewhere else altogether. A different town. They both took showers and then Jared rearranged the bath room so everything had a place to go. While this was going on Sid went to this convenience store that was on the fifth floor of this light brown building across the street and never came back. Liz was walking around the apartment in just her panties, Pale blue, and she had all these stretch marks but she was so thin. I think I was jealous. Then it was dark and there were candles everywhere and somehow Shana Hubbard was there (but she had long blonde hair and wasn't a crack head.) and asking me to help get her kids in a different school so I was pretending to be her and talking with this man who was the principal and then she came in and blow it all. Then The principal told me he wold buy all the weed I had. That's when I woke up.

To find out there was a 6.9 earthquake a 100 miles outside of Quito, Ecuador. So far no reported deaths though and now I can't remember if Jason was in Columbia today or yesterday? I should have taken better notes.

I also wish I had written down how to cook rice faster when he told me, but maybe it's better that I didn't. I just keep burning it now at the slower pace it could only be worse if I was cooking it faster.

This morning I notice four duplexes with both sides for rent. Funny what you notice sometimes.

My head is full of fog today. I woke up late and I just can't seem to get right. Day four of not smoking at all (but day 12 since I bought a pack, day 9 of diet (total loss as of now 5 pounds, was hoping for more like 7 but will take it), day 9 of now process sugar.

I hosted trivia last night at Kirbys and was full of silliness. I couldn't pronounce anything and had all this silly hard words to pronounce. Plus some of my questions were really bad. I should have fact checked better, but really I don't care. It's just a game. People shouldn't take everything so seriously.

Garrett came for a bit to see me. We've been missing each other a lot lately. He's leaving on Sunday so we're gonna try and hang out tomorrow night for a bit. Our friendship has grow and shrunk and grown again in so many way over the last few months. I wonder how it will change once he's gone...

Wow! I'm having a lot of anxiety today. More than usual. I wonder what has bought all this on....