Within this blog, I mention you only 11 times. Which seems very low to me compared to the amount of emails I once had from you.

I deleted the last of them last night.

It wasn't really that hard at all, but now if I could just erase you too.

I was suppose to talk to Steve today, but I didn't pick up the phone. I've had a fever all day and have just felt heavy and low in some ways.