Yesterday's weight--156.4

Today's weight--155.2

This big house is so quiet since Nathan got drunk and left and Robyn is never here. It's fine in the evenings, but than so lonely in the mornings.

Nathan told me that I am fat and bitter. I don't even know what it means to be bitter. But, I find that people often call someone bitter when they are angry with them for spinning them around and forcing them to look at themselves.

Hopefully Sunday, someone will take this house from me and a week from now I'll have some idea if I am staying here for six more months or going to Austin, Nashville, or Melissa's basement.