My dreams have been so strange lately. Beyond strange even for me. It makes me wonder where my head is exactly? Two nights ago, I dreamt my mother had died and I didn't know how to use the phone to call 911. That dream sat with me for days.
Tomorrow, I start working 50 hours a week. It's going to be exhausting, but if I'm going to get out of this place, this space the first thing needed is some savings and this is the way to it.
I've been really separating myself from my social circle. More and more I want to spend time alone, but I am never alone because I live in a house full of teenagers who are interested in being around other teenagers all the time. It's nice to see my own kid get out and start being social, but I need quiet to write and it's impossible to find here. I will have three planning hours for at least the next three weeks and I am going to use one of those hours to just write.
Sometimes, I make these goals for myself that are an over reach.
Goals 2013--
Save money to move.
Move.
Lose 6 more pounds and start yoga again.
Buy a new laptop.
Fix car.
Get debt in check.
Start learning French.
Start playing piano.
Write new chap book.
Okay, see. Doable. Now to find the time for these things.
Tomorrow, I start working 50 hours a week. It's going to be exhausting, but if I'm going to get out of this place, this space the first thing needed is some savings and this is the way to it.
I've been really separating myself from my social circle. More and more I want to spend time alone, but I am never alone because I live in a house full of teenagers who are interested in being around other teenagers all the time. It's nice to see my own kid get out and start being social, but I need quiet to write and it's impossible to find here. I will have three planning hours for at least the next three weeks and I am going to use one of those hours to just write.
Sometimes, I make these goals for myself that are an over reach.
Goals 2013--
Save money to move.
Move.
Lose 6 more pounds and start yoga again.
Buy a new laptop.
Fix car.
Get debt in check.
Start learning French.
Start playing piano.
Write new chap book.
Okay, see. Doable. Now to find the time for these things.
