Yesterday I spent with Craig in a mission to avoid our exs; although, he had a greater chance of running into his than I did mine, the common mission was what was really important. We had dinner at some Chinese buffet in Rock Road and saw Into the Wild. We had a nice Thanksgiving together and I can't think of anyone else I would have wanted to spend it with.

I did have a few moments of sad reflection as I had first thought that I would be making a big dinner at my place for friends and Nathan, but since we broke up the plan was changed. Craig, too, had a moment when he remember that he and Yuki were suppose to go out of town together this weekend. She sent him a text while we were at the movies asking him if he still wanted to go and he didn't know what to say back to her. I was left in complete silence from Nathan and there have been no new blogs so I am feeling relieved in some ways.

I woke up this morning to Jack laying next to me in bed,his head on his pillow, big brown eyes waiting for me to feed him. I got feed the kids and went and met my Eric for breakfast. we had a nice chat and caught up on so many things. He's such a good friend. I am glad after all these years we still are friends.

I went to the Vagabond this afternoon and felt a bit nervous cause I was scared I would run into him and than reminded myself that was silly since I really have no idea if he's even in town. My other friend Craig held me close for a few moments as he knew I was feeling down. I spent the rest of the day catching up with my friend Brandy and checking out my friend, Emily's, new store. As I drove home it started snowing and is making me debate if I really want to go out tonight. I haven't gotten much done today that I had planned on doing--no poems have been written, the house is still a mess, a novel to read, and papers to write. If I go out tonight I have to stay in the rest of the weekend. It's a hard choice.